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april-

a new month means new set of assignments to be done and more hard work to be put in. 

Honesty i ain't ready, with hollow dark eyes that want to kill everyday i wouldn't know if i could make it but i would want to give my best that i have yet to give.

my results are atrocious and i ain't giving myself excuses. 

I geniuely appreciate for the friends that tried telling me to 'be happy and smile more'. sorry guise, i feel like a disappointment that i can't seem to smile as much.

but,

not putting enough effort means not putting enough effort. //

some oufits updates x 

fashion and clothes are just like a drug to me,

maybe today i'm on a good drug while other days on a bad one.

'Use the sleeves of my sweater let's have an adventure, heads in the clouds but my gravity centred.'

almost anyplace is a potential place to read

Late night unplanned study date for an hour with bestie. I really tried very hard to do my amaths ques but i end up spending like an hour on the 1st question even with help from asking my friend. :'( 

am i that dumb? 

i will get out of this labyrinth of dumbness slowly though.

-going running because i am fat kid wanting to be fit.-

that's all ! Thanks for reading <3

xoxo,