unmotivated
These couple of months i have been feeling really restless, and having this headache that never seems to go away. I ain't completely sure why i am so unmotivated, even in things that i have been chasing for. It simply feels that i can't find the reasons how i could make a change when thousands, millions, billions of others are seeking on how to take over the world with their big dreams.
I have been wondering about many questions and attempting to seek answers, but really is there a definite answer to my question?
One big question is " Why are humans still unhappy even though it seems that we are the more fortunate of the species in the planet?"
: Basically, we are too smart, and we have too much time for our own good. We don’t need to run for our lives anymore because no one tries to hunt us, so our over-developed brains focus on deeper, more internal things such as whether or not the people around us really like us, why we are here, and what we’re supposed to do with our futures. I have come to the conclusion that the answer is back in our own roots: nature. And the reason we struggle is because we have detached ourselves from nature. We have removed ourselves from the connection that we had with our planet, other life, and our own instincts. We have become so out of touch with the awareness that we are part of an entire planet, that Earth is one whole space we all share with everything else that inhabits it, that we have become desensitized to the reality that we are killing our own home, and we are rejecting the very thing that nurtures us. (ARTPARASITES)
With the advancing technologies, we get all sorts of gadgets that made our lives so much easier and new ideas are sprouting everywhere. It's pretty cool, really, changing the world one way or another. But at the same time we are growing further away from the earth which we were evolved from. Many of times our body grow closer to gadgets and our souls grew further from people. We don't have the need to fight for survival, at least for a well developed country which i lived in. Therefore, we are are often not contented because it seems that we constantly need to find a purpose to be alive for.
Maybe, i just have to stop using the future to escape the present. After all, the present will lead to the eventual future.
But the present to me now is all dull and mundane.
No matter how much adventures i seek, paintings i paint, poems i write, people i met. I am feeling indifference and nothing seems to excites me much.
Maybe it'd be a moment of passing, before i start feeling motivated again.
Maybe it is because i am unchallenged at the moment and i feel no pain.
Maybe it's with struggle then we will all gain.
-a.g
I have been wondering about many questions and attempting to seek answers, but really is there a definite answer to my question?
One big question is " Why are humans still unhappy even though it seems that we are the more fortunate of the species in the planet?"
: Basically, we are too smart, and we have too much time for our own good. We don’t need to run for our lives anymore because no one tries to hunt us, so our over-developed brains focus on deeper, more internal things such as whether or not the people around us really like us, why we are here, and what we’re supposed to do with our futures. I have come to the conclusion that the answer is back in our own roots: nature. And the reason we struggle is because we have detached ourselves from nature. We have removed ourselves from the connection that we had with our planet, other life, and our own instincts. We have become so out of touch with the awareness that we are part of an entire planet, that Earth is one whole space we all share with everything else that inhabits it, that we have become desensitized to the reality that we are killing our own home, and we are rejecting the very thing that nurtures us. (ARTPARASITES)
With the advancing technologies, we get all sorts of gadgets that made our lives so much easier and new ideas are sprouting everywhere. It's pretty cool, really, changing the world one way or another. But at the same time we are growing further away from the earth which we were evolved from. Many of times our body grow closer to gadgets and our souls grew further from people. We don't have the need to fight for survival, at least for a well developed country which i lived in. Therefore, we are are often not contented because it seems that we constantly need to find a purpose to be alive for.
Maybe, i just have to stop using the future to escape the present. After all, the present will lead to the eventual future.
But the present to me now is all dull and mundane.
No matter how much adventures i seek, paintings i paint, poems i write, people i met. I am feeling indifference and nothing seems to excites me much.
Maybe it'd be a moment of passing, before i start feeling motivated again.
Maybe it is because i am unchallenged at the moment and i feel no pain.
Maybe it's with struggle then we will all gain.
-a.g
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