Don't.

Don't want to portray myself as a saint, 

For I know I am also a sinner.

Don't want to only show the good,

For evading the bad. 

Don't want to play victim,

For a blame's game.

Don't want to be shouting,

For attempts to be heard.

Don't want to be seen weak,

For silent tears sliding off my cheeks.

Don't want to be young,

For fear of getting old. 

Don't want to be in love,

For the idea of love.

Don't want to kill time,

For another dime.

Don't want to live,

For just not wanting to die.