what do you do if today was your last?

: I live by this philosophy that i do not allow myself to stay sad for long, i have got a whole lot of better things to do, people to love and warm vibes i want to radiate.

I admit it ain't easy for an introvert like me who always like to stay in my hermit to try to make friends and socialise. But finding like minded people are really a wonderful thing, knowing people or differences are also another thing. It just work wonders knowing that every one is a lil different in their own ways.

And often looking at a person, it could even be a stranger makes me wonder what kind of experience did they went through? How bad were the hard times? How deeply have they love? How much heartbreaks have they went through? How many times they attempted to take their lives? What things changes them? It's just really overwhelming, to know that each individual has a life as vivid as mine.

Overtime, i learnt to take everything as it is, and not let them affect me too much because when my inner self is sturdy, nothing outside will be able to knock me down. It makes life much more easier.

And live.
Just live 
Boldly
Don't settle
& keep searching.
All we had is just 1 life.


a.g