Passion is the bridge that takes you from pain to change.

Maybe it's just the whispers, why should I give a damn ? 

Maybe it's just words, unintentional without a care. 

Maybe yes, maybe is a maybe. 

Or rather all these maybe are only in my mind's catastrophe. 

I am laughing again. 

I am drowning in misery again.

I can't stop bad habits again.

I am a roller coaster upside down and right side up all over again. 

Yet; this internal struggle demands only to be felt, and not to understand.

I can't comprehend. 

What's this block stuck inside my brain?. 

I still love; 

But what do I know about love?

I still fight;

But what do I know in the night?

I still give hugs;

But what do I know about thoughts that bugs? 

"Okay, I am not okay."

And here I am again.

Here I am all alone,

Again.